Note from Lila:
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Tales of an Accidental Mistress by Yoko Part Three: What a Good Mistress Must Do
As I had promised, there were plenty of punishments administered to Lila over the next few months. Neige made sure my slave shaved her privates and wore her cute little Hello Kitty panties. I had lots of fun conversing with her via Instant Messenger while she was tied in her chair with a dildo in her pussy and one in her ass. This double-headed contraption was controlled remotely so that Neige could flick a switch on and off and set the dildos vibrating. They made Lila orgasm many a time, which was evident in her losing control of typing correctly on IM. All these shenanigans were amusing to me, but for Lila, it allowed her to open up to me emotionally, and it proved to be good for her. In that vein of improving her well-being, Nick sent me a rather bold suggestion: why I don’t use my mistress powers for good, and get Lila to quit smoking? I hesitated a little in responding. I have intimately known a couple of people who had addictions, and getting them to quit was an insurmountable, thankless task. It wasn’t something to take on lightly. With trepidation yet with resolve, I told Nick I would try. I didn’t think I could do it alone, though, so I called on Valkyrie and Neige to help me. They were all for it, and gave me some helpful tips to start the process. When I wrote Lila and demanded that she stop smoking, she wasn’t happy about it, to say the least:
I told her that as her mistress, her body belongs to me, and that whatever she does to her body was my business. She didn’t buy it, and gave me lip about it. Since Neige was paying Lila a visit when I was writing to her, I told Neige to tie Lila up, spank her, and wash her mouth out with soap. After being punished some more, I had gotten Lila to say that she would quit smoking. I knew this was going to be a long, hard battle, and that this first round of punishment was just the beginning. Sure enough, when Neige visited her a week later, she had found a pack of cigarettes in Lila’s purse. I confronted her about this, and she replied,
Such impertinence! I'm not tolerating any transgression from quitting smoking, I replied. I told you that you would be severely punished for cheating, and I meant it…you are going to have to think about what it means to be my slave. I had Neige put the nipple clips on her and I let her send email after email without replying for a while. Of course, Lila wasn’t happy about that, but she also didn’t give up on her backtalk, either. She sent me this, after the clips were off:
This stopped me cold. Did she really mean that? Had I gone too far? Should I back off? If there’s one thing about Lila that I’ve learned from being her mistress, it’s that “no, don’t,” means “make me do it.” It was a difficult thing to wrap my head around for a while, but my good friends Neige, Valkyrie, and Nick reassured me that this was the right thing for me to do because she trusts me. We wouldn’t even be having this conversation if she truly wanted to disengage from our relationship. I steeled my resolve and wrote her back:You can't quit the slavery thing without my permission. I'm not giving you permission…. Expect worse punishments than this one if you're caught smoking again. We wrote back and forth in a stalemate over the situation. The insolence in her replies was growing intolerable. In order to get beyond this impasse, I did the only option that was left to me to break her down. I blackmailed her. I didn’t want to do it, but it worked. I have promised Lila that I wouldn’t discuss the details behind it, but suffice it to say that it was threatening enough that she finally understood that I wasn’t fooling around—I really wanted her to quit smoking. To drive the point home, I had Neige discipline her further at her next visit. Among all the punishments during this session, the most extreme was to make Lila pee on herself while tied up. Since I had prevented her from doing it before, it was all the more of a shock to her that I allowed it this time. In Lila’s blog, she wrote summarizing her experience,
And as of this writing, she’s kept her word. It was a rough experience for me, but I’m happy that my mistress skills helped to produce some good. |